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(13 snuggles | ...kiss me, i'm emo...)

i am going to print this out....and wallpaper my walls with it... *thanks, kristie* [14 Jul 2003|05:52pm]
[ mood | pensive ]
[ music | you are *glimmering* and you are *clear* ]

Wear sunscreen.

If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. Scientists have proven the long-term benefits of sunscreen, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now.

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded. But trust me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as you imagine.

Don't worry about the future. Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind, the kind that blindside you at 4 p.m. on some idle Tuesday.

Do one thing every day that scares you.

Sing.

Don't be reckless with other people's hearts. Don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.

Floss.

Don't waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. The race is long and, in the end, it's only with yourself.

Remember compliments you receive. Forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how.

Keep your old love letters. Throw away your old bank statements.

Stretch.

Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life. The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives. Some of the most interesting 40-year-olds I know still don't.

Get plenty of calcium. Be kind to your knees. You'll miss them when they're gone.

Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary. Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much, or celebrate yourself either. Your choices are half chance. So are everybody else's.

Enjoy your body. Don't be afraid of it or of what other people think of it. It's the greatest instrument you'll ever own.

Dance, even if you have nowhere to do it but your living room.

Read the directions, even if you don't follow them.

Do not read beauty magazines. They will only make you feel ugly.

Get to know your parents. You never know when they'll be gone for good. Be nice to your siblings. They're your best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.

Understand that friends come and go, but with a precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people who knew you when you were young.

Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard. Live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft. Travel.

Accept certain inalienable truths: Prices will rise. Politicians will philander. You, too, will get old. And when you do, you'll fantasize that when you were young, prices were reasonable, politicians were noble, and children respected their elders. Respect your elders.

Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund. Maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse. But you never know when either one might run out.

Don't mess too much with your hair or by the time you're 40 it will look 85.

Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia. Dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it is worth.

But trust me on the sunscreen.

(12 snuggles | ...kiss me, i'm emo...)

i love us. [08 Jul 2003|11:41am]
[ mood | nostalgic ]
[ music | one day when things are slow again we'll burn the city down ]

http://public.fotki.com/deadxsuperhero/4th_of_julygraduati/

(4 snuggles | ...kiss me, i'm emo...)

*i dwell in possibility* -emily dickinson [03 Jul 2003|04:30pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | the sunlight is manufactured in a windowless room... ]

good times at tricia-palooza last night...wow, its going to be weird when her parents come home, and the 2-weeker madness comes to a close...oh well, i am sure we'll find somewhere new to live...=]

sOoOo i'm getting ready to go camping...matt trick and emily grey asked kurt and i to come out to rock run with them tonight...i'm pretty excited...christy decided to come along to, because frankly, she has no life without me...=]...it should be good times...we'll probably be back around lunch time tomorrow for all the 4th of july hooplah...making "i survived tricia-palooza 2003" tee shirts at bryans...shindig at indian park...fireworks in williamsport...and a party at keelers [i think?]...oh well, no matter what we do, it will be a blast...i hope everyone has fun at open mic night at the coffee&tea room tonight...

-----

i like
to walk
on the grass
because it has
no cracks in it
its wet
and just the
right color
because its soft
and we are alive.

--bernard gunther--

[thank you glick]

(4 snuggles | ...kiss me, i'm emo...)

[02 Jul 2003|10:13am]
there is no
right time
for
love
it is always
too soon
or
too late
which is why
we cannot wait
beyond
today.

...<3

(14 snuggles | ...kiss me, i'm emo...)

yes, emilie is indeed alive... [02 Jul 2003|08:45am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | pasted wings and foil rings do not an angel make... ]

yeah, how 'bout that livejournal that i have neglected since june 4th? [which was so kindly reminded to me by micah last night at the mall...yessss, stalkers are the best!]

so i am in a very anti-LJ mood these days...anything worth reading i write in my actual journal...pen and paper is still the best way to go...and the only thing i really write about on this thaaaaang is what i have been doing...which is rather pointless, seeing that over half the people that read my journal are the people that i hang out with every day....soooo whatever...i guess i'll just do a quick summary of my life these past few weeks for those who give a fuuuuck...

soOoOoOo....

i graduated...that was enlightening...the whole ceremony was kind of blur to me...i felt like an idiot in those cult-like caps and white KKK gowns...and my heels kept on sinking into the mud...a ton of the montoursville kids came to see bryan and i, which was awesome...went to heathers party...adris...laurens...and then phibbs...yup...it feels good to be done with high school forever.

the 15th-20th i did my whole bucknell church camp staff thanaaang...amazing week...my kids were the bomb...[seven 7th grade boys...oi]...i am obsessed with those people...staff kicked ass this year...i have been going to that camp foreverrrr...and its so fulfilling being able to be on staff and give back to what i have gained from for so long.

came home on the 20th...the past week has been a crazy fun...friday was a party at joes...saturday christy and i got our bellybuttons pierced, and then we went to a party at phibbs and slept over at brittas....sunday was a random night at the park and brittas...monday i babysat, had a water battle at phibbs, tanned with christy, and went to a camping party at tricias...ended up sleeping at brittas...tuesday i got my haircut and britta had a cookout...wednesday was the brand new and senses fail concert in state college...waited in line forever...but we were the first people in...the show was great...stage dove with alex and jill....awesome times....slept over at brittas....thursday was lunch with dad, scholarship reception at disalvos, and the beginning of the 2-weeker at tricias house [parents out of town...yup...thats right]...and wow, guess where i slept?...take wild guess...yeah, brittas...hmm sleeping at home...its an interesting concept...friday kurt came home =]....party at tricias...and slept over at brittas yet again...saturday was rosannes party which was seriously the bomb...dude, her family is crazy awesome and she had the most pimped out party of all time...catered and everything...haha bryan and i felt like we were in a movie...the casales know whats up...sunday was swimming in the creek with kurt, trick, britta and houser...[please note: kurt is satan for throwing me in the dirty water...now my bellybutton piercing is all poofy and infected and absjkdbakjsbdjasbdas...you suckkkkk...NO MEANS NO...(ps. i still <3 you)]....and later that night was a crazy game of capture the flag at tricias...monday i got a job...yes...i am now employed...i am secretary at american home loans in hughesville...i make my own schedule...it basically consists of tons of filing and paper work and phone calls...but i like doing that kind of thing, so its all good...[kelly and emily...i thought of you, because guess what my boss is studying for?!...yes!...the BAR EXAM!...lawyerrrrrrrrrr]...only bad thing is that i have to dress up every day...bleh...that night we went to the drive-in to see 2 fast 2 furious and the hulk...came home late...the cops chased kurt and i...pulled us over...yeah, long story, don't ask...yesterday was my first day at work [1-5:00]...and then movie night at rosannes.

so that is what i have been up to...this whole job thing is weird...i dunno...i really do need money, and i guess i should be responsible...i have learned SO much already, and i have only worked one day...haha...i don't feel as free now...the past week i really have not cared at all about anything...but now i need to think about actually waking up the next morning...eh...we'll see how it goes...gosh, i feel like summer is almost over already...and it has barely started...there is so much i want to do, and so little time...=/...but summer up to this point has been amazing...always something going on...i honestly think i hang out with the most entertaining kids in lycoming county...i love every second of it...life is so damn good right now, i can't get enough...

sooo i am going to get some stuff done before work...i am there from 1:00-5:00...call the cell with any plans for tonight...

ps. dani, you are right...i suck at life...i can't believe i got pierced without asking your permission...and yes, you may indeed crucify me in your living room for all to see...<3

and we walk around this town like we own the streets...and stay awake through summer like we own the heat...

(11 snuggles | ...kiss me, i'm emo...)

i couldn't wait till i got home to pass the time in my room alone... [04 Jun 2003|03:53pm]
[ mood | emo ]
[ music | please tell mom this is not her fault.... ]

Here is your horoscope for Wednesday, June 4:

What happened? Everything was going so smoothly until now. If you explode, you'll just make repairs that much more difficult. Even if you feel that the ship is rocking, ride out the rest of the week with aplomb.


wow...couldn't have said it better.

yeah, i've been emo like its my job these past two days...i'm so sick of crying, i feel like such a god damn girl...shoot me...

gah, i am soooo grateful for a few stellar friends this week who have been SO helpful and uplifting...

adri, thank you so much for being such a great friend to me these days...you know how overwhelmed i have been, and you are constantly going out of your way to make sure i am ok or to just give me a big hug in the hallway...haha thanks for letting me hold you like a small child today in the library...heh...

christy, you are the best...you always understand, you can always relate to how i am feeling...we are in this together kid...i'm here for you always...i love you

bryan, damn, i don't know what i would have done last night without you...just the fact that you willingly volunteered to drive over to my house at 10:00 last night to pick me up, just so i could vent, cry and get out of the house...ah that meant so much to me...haha i know i'm hard to deal with sometimes when i get so dramatic, and you are with me constantly, in school and out...but you always stick with me, no matter what...you are always there...i couldn't ask for more...seriously, thank you.

(2 snuggles | ...kiss me, i'm emo...)

some of the silliest pictures ever...[from keelers on saturday] [03 Jun 2003|03:54pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | the needle and the thread... ]

wow...i look like i am in serious pain...oh wait...I WAS!...fooging christy and her boney limbs...rawr...

http://public.fotki.com/boyxamongxgods/end_of_school_excitement/pyramid.html

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yup...this was when the guys dragged me out into the rain in all my clothes, and threw me down the muddy, soapy, slimy seran wrap slip 'n slide in the middle of the rain...i hated my life...

http://public.fotki.com/boyxamongxgods/end_of_school_excitement/involuntery_slip_n_slide.html

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haha here i am biting matt like its my job...yeah, i wasn't a happy camper...

http://public.fotki.com/boyxamongxgods/end_of_school_excitement/emilies_revenge.html

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uhm...the results of my vampire-like biting rituals on tman....

http://public.fotki.com/boyxamongxgods/end_of_school_excitement/see_emilies_revenge.html

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lol...troutman is a nudist at heart...this was when he went down the slip 'n slide naked...[sorry ladies, its censored...]

http://public.fotki.com/boyxamongxgods/end_of_school_excitement/slip_n_slide_veteran.html




the end.

(2 snuggles | ...kiss me, i'm emo...)

[03 Jun 2003|07:21am]
i promise
this won't be
another song
about being
alone
but all i feel is
regret
and i can't find the
nerve
to pick up the
telephone
i was thinking about
how it drives me
crazy
just to
feel
your
hand
in mine
and how simple that is
and i've thought about
saying no
to
hope
but i have this
funny
habit
of putting
pictures
up on the
wall
of
you & me
i know that
priorities
never understand
reality
and time never lends itself
to those
who are waiting on
*love*
but it is overdue
that we should share this
night
and grace
your
smile
is the only thing
that keeps me
breathing
the hours pass by
like minutes
when i'm
with you
the hours pass by
like minutes
in the rain
so lets stand here
in the rain
forever

(2 snuggles | ...kiss me, i'm emo...)

clocks and calendars scream at me...mocking time... [03 Jun 2003|07:11am]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | everynightwhenitrytosleepifeelyourhandsallovermybody... ]

wtf.

sooo ugh yeah...its 7:11...i have been up since 4:00 am...

i could be sleeping in right now...i don't have a final till 8th period today...

but i could NOT sleep last night...

didn't go to bed till 2:00 am...

had really uneasy sleep for a few hours...had some wicked crazy dreams...

all of a sudden i was completely awake...looked at the clock...4:00...got up...walked around the house doing random stuff...cleaned my room and folded clothes[?]...wrote in my journal out on the porch and watched the sun come up for a few hours...

it was so strange...surreal, even...

my mind is so cluttered with random stuff right now...i feel so uneasy...i can't relax...i'm not fully sure of what is going on in my head...

*call me, bryan...ehhh no email?...*

just talked to adri...she has a final 1&2 period...but she is going to call me afterwards, and we are going to drive around and try to figure out whats up...she good at getting inside my head...

maybe there is medication for this?

(8 snuggles | ...kiss me, i'm emo...)

slip 'n slides, chicken lo mein, pet goldfish, bottle rockets, and massive amounts of nudity... [01 Jun 2003|10:24pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | as we kissed ourselves out of our bored lives... ]

horoscope for Sunday, June 1:

You can't shake the feeling that you had something valuable and then lost it. Try to calm down before you make some hasty decisions. The story isn't over yet.


____________________________________

wow, what an awesome weekend.

eh, since i pulled an all-nighter last night, and slept all day, my time span is all effed and warped...lets see...

friday night i went to the drive-in with bryan, tricia, kyle, twigg, allen, sere, tman, joe, kellen, sammy pepper, mike, and jay...i was super disappointed, because i have never paid for a drive-in in my life, and one of my life goals was to ride in the trunk every time i go to one...but ugh yeah...tricia and i were planning on trunking it...but alas...twigg called us [he was a couple cars ahead of us] and warned us that they were checking trunks...bastards...i was so pissed off...eh, oh well. we saw finding [n]emo and bruce almighty...finding nemo was adorable...i want to marry the little pink squishy octopus..."oh no, i just inked!"...eeeee =]...and haha i didn't really watch bruce almighty...the whole group of us piled up in the back of joe's truck to watch it....toboggen style, of course...oh yeah, i was totally on sere's bosom, aren't you jealous?! [lol]...perogies in a bag are my best friend...and sammy pepper wilson can deep throat large dill [kosher] pickles like none other...also, matt troutman is my son and i adore him because he is a special nudist hippie child...yeah, he and joe totally got naked under the blanket and were about to go streaking....but then we realized there were tons of little kids there, and thats just not kosher...so they did it later down broad street, lol...i love those crazy guys...really scary moment on the way home...we totally witnessed a car crash right in front of our eyes...i will never forget it...wow...and go figure, we were listening to Thursday "understanding in a car crash"...eerie much?...

on saturday, bryan and i had our emo rainy day time which was very fun...we got chinese takeout [can i getta what what chicken mother forking lo mein?!]...and went to ottos bookstore in williamsport...basked among the books for over an hour...i got a new journal [finished my old one last week]...and read poetry...bryan read this really good philosophy book on love and whatnot...it was nice and cozy and emo as all get up...we picked up christy...ate at sheetz...and went out to the party at alex's.

wow, good times were had in the keeler household...Kurt, Keeler, Nate, Tman, Kellen, Christy, Joe, Phibbs, Sammy, Jay, Tricia, Mattie, Brent, Micah, Bryan, Tingley, Autumn, Keeley, Maddie, and Alissa were all there...we were crazy children...made a slip 'n slide down the hill out of seran wrap in the rain...genius idea, alex and nate...haha soooo much nudity...troutman totally went down the slip 'n slide butt naked...and then everyone was all muddy, so all the guys took a shower together in their swimsuits...and joe totally ran in naked...yup, i got it all on tape...lol...those kids have NO shame, i swear...joe and tman are such effing nudists...ah so much fun...bohemian rhapsody singalong...tricia with no bra, rubbing her nipples every 2 seconds...my new pet goldfish, nemo, from twigg...nemo dying...=[...green gum on wooden posts [heh]...evil tricia at 5:00 am..."christy, you are the personification of all that is evil" "VOOHOO"...bonding time with twigg [<3]...chutes and ladders...poker...setting off firecrackers and bottle rockets...chipses ahoyses...returning our goldfish at walmart the next day, acting drunk...watching our video at kurts...scooby doo playing cards...star photo albums and 800 speed film...boys in plaid pj pants, mmmmMMm...waking up tman and the whole house at 5 in the morning...spaceballs...officespace...sam & christys matrix dance...dance party at 6:00 am...the throne toilet...old school rap...the pianist...almost hitting twiggs car...not sleeping 1 wink all night...falling asleep the second i got home and sleeping all effing day... yeah, awesome night. =]

so i don't have school tomorrow...WOOHOO! =]...kara, call me about going to the doctor tomorrow...adri, i hope you had a blast at joes tonight, call me tomorrow...hope montoursvilles baccalarete was great...britta, i'm sorry that we didn't get to spend much time together this weekend =/...you were missed...call me after school tomorrow, maybe we can do something...

i'm going to go write in my real journal for a bit...nite <3

________________________________________

I'm gonna stay eighteen forever
So we can stay like this forever
And we'll never miss a party
cause we keep them going constantly
And we'll never have to listen
to anyone about anything
cause it's all been done and it's all been said
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get

(2 snuggles | ...kiss me, i'm emo...)

[alex told me to spread the word to the world...so what better way than on livejournal?...] [31 May 2003|02:04pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | senses fail ]

party at alex's house!...tonight...you can come whenever after 6:00...anyone is welcome to sleep over...we will probably go out and play in the rain and slide around in the mud, so bring extra clothes in case...oh yeah, bring food...lots of it...oh yesh, fun times will be had by all...

(...kiss me, i'm emo...)

*update* [31 May 2003|09:44am]
[ mood | optimistic ]
[ music | deftones ]

ok, just got off the phone with alex...and since the world is against us and decided to screw over our plans that we have all been looking forward to all week...camping at sharptop vista is now being postponed to a later date...we just don't wnat to mess with the weather, it sounds like its going to be pretty bad and reallllly windy...so yeah, probably shortly after school gets out and after senior week...we'll let eveyrone know...

yeah, so i know a bunch of people asked off work tonight to go camping with us...so we can still have fun, who cares if we are camping or not...so spread the word, party at Alex's tonight...we might set up tents on the porch or in the backyard or inside because...well, because we can...so let everyone know who was going to meet at brittas this afternoon...i'm going to go make some calls...ehh sorry kids, i was really looking forward to this...=/...but alex's house always makes for good times, and we will TOTALLY go at least once this summer...

<3

(...kiss me, i'm emo...)

b897a6s87df8aifs9875a87gsdiyugasjvdajhdsvjvdahsvdjhsavd! [f the shoeeeeeeeeee] [31 May 2003|09:33am]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | deftones ]

Williamsport, PA

Central Pennsylvania Zone Forecasts
National Weather Service State College PA
404 AM EDT Sat May 31 2003


Wind advisory for this evening through midday sunday


Today: Rain with a chance of thunderstorms. Some thunderstorms may contain heavy rainfall. Highs in the lower 60s. Southeast winds 10 to 15 mph.
Tonight: Showers and becoming very windy. Lows in the upper 40s. North winds increasing to 25 to 35 mph...gusting to 45 mph. Chance of rain near 100 percent.
Sunday: Showers likely...mainly in the morning. Windy. Highs near 60. Northwest winds 25 to 35 mph...gusting to 45 mph. Chance of rain 60 percent.


shit. ah. it would be ok to still go camping if it was just going to be some random showers and such...but ughhh yeah...this sounds pretty icky kids...what should we do? =/

(6 snuggles | ...kiss me, i'm emo...)

i want to be eliza. [28 May 2003|10:39pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | i will follow where you lead... ]


WAHOOOO!

only 2 more real days left of high school...

ahh this is amazing.

and then next week we have open finals...[for your folk who have no clue what that is...it just means that us seniors just come in to take the finals we need, and go home...its a beautiful thing]...and i only need to take 4 this year!....

june 3rd= POD 7th period
june 4th= English Comp 1st period and Stats 8th period
june 5th= enviro 1st period

i don't have one for gym...textiles and design III...AP french...AP Literature...or AP history...its soooo nice. and even those 4 finals i actually need to take only count as 1/13 of my final grade...which is NOTHING at ALL...i could get zeros on all of them, and it would barely change a thing...

so two more days of classes...a week where i only show up four times and take four easy tests that count for basically nothing at all...a week off for seniors [june 9-13] while the rest of the school takes finals...and i graduate the 13th.

muncy is kind of cool sometimes.

i am a happy girl. =]



(...kiss me, i'm emo...)

why is that when we are not together having fun...we are staring at pictures of us having fun?... [26 May 2003|07:13pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]
[ music | cry me a mockingbird... ]

*montoursville prom*

[sammy p's pictures]
http://public.fotki.com/boyxamongxgods/prom_pics/
_______________________________________________________

[kurtis james weiland's pictures]
http://www.geocities.com/kath55inc/photo.html

(8 snuggles | ...kiss me, i'm emo...)

pettttiiiiicoat for an underrrrskirttttttt.... [26 May 2003|01:02pm]
[ mood | thankful ]
[ music | like a bad star...i'm falling faster down to her... ]

only at montoursville would there be an effing mosh pit at prom.

honestly.

i'm not going to write a huge documentary of every single tiny thing that happened this weekend...but yeah...the past two days were great. prom was fantastic...everyone looked stunning...the band was so much fun...the decorations were beautiful...gah, i had such a blast with all you crazy kids...i got some awesome video footage and took 3 rolls of film...after prom was great too...the fountains...ah, i will never forget that...bowling in our dresses...stopped by storms...went back to brittas for the night...lol the morning after was great...christy, ben, emily, kurt, britta, matt and i danced around brittas living room for over an hour...lol it was hilarious...i love those kids so much...haha i laughed sooo hard when britta gave christy a monster wedgie and ripped her thong...lol...went to the park for the day...then party at leighs in jersey shore...came back to montoursville around 10ish, bonfire at karshners with the guys...left around 2 am...sleepover at brittas...yup...it was the perfect prom weekend. britta, thank you so much for letting us invade your house...we love you so much, and i truly appreciate your constant hospitatilty. christy, i'm sorry about your thong and your pathetic excuse of a date...you did NOT deserve that at all...but i luff you, and i had a blast this weekend...especially cuddling with you last night in the little computer room bed...oh baby. kurt, you are the best date in the universe...thank you so much for everything...haha we are getting to be real pros at this prom thing =]...i cannot think of a single guy who could have made these past two proms even HALF as fun...you are wonderful...dashboard singalongs are the best.

<3 you all. thanks for a truly memorable weekend.

...i think i'm going to go watch my video footage from this weekend again...=]

(...kiss me, i'm emo...)

alfredo like a mofo [24 May 2003|09:50am]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | we've fallen in love...it was the best idea i ever had... ]

word.

last night was fun. =]

went to the mall with christy after school...wow, we felt like girls...we spent some mad money...it was super fun...thank you christy for my birthday present, gahh, i love it!!!!! *wink*

then at 7:00 we went over to orlies to surprise andrew with a birthday dinner thaaaaang...aw it was so fun!...it was just a couple of the close friends from the gang...me, christy, erin, andrew, william, tara, amanda, DJ, jordan and kara. mMmM the food was great...i got my <3 alfredo...but we waited for over an HOUR...it was insane...the highlight was most def when DJ gave andrew his birthday lapdance...heh...looooooove it. christy got mugged in the parking lot...but no worries...she had her foghorn, so all was well. then we went over to andrews...ate some cake...and all snuggled down in the basement and watched fast and furious...oi...i'm not even into cars that much...and no matter how many times i see that movie....it always gets me pumped up like a mofo. i guess its christys influence on me. =]

so yup, good times with the muncy kids.

tonight is montoursville prom...i know its going to be a blast!...i just wish it would stop raining. =/ gah i have no idea whats going on, where we are meeting, where we are taking pictures, etc etc. this is so dysfunctional. oh well, what else is new, heh. but its going to be super fun...pray for *safety* tonight...i have this weird feeling something bad is going to happen...don't drink and drive kids! <3

(...kiss me, i'm emo...)

i wish i lived in the 60s [22 May 2003|10:08pm]
[ mood | grumpy ]
[ music | you're just too good to be true, can't take my eyes off of u ]

eh. today sucked hardcore.

nothing exciting happened at all, except that i released my inner hippie and made about 7 new hemp necklaces. i didn't feel like going to school when i woke up...soooo...i didn't. went in before lunch. it was nice. i missed notihing. i should do that more often. the usual bitching with adri in POD...hugging afterards...the usual...wow, we are so on edge. had singing practice with heather and amanda after school...we are singing a song at baccalarete by annointed called "send out a prayer"...and i am singing at graduation too...wow, how do i get volunteered for all this crap?! i really wanted some E&E time tonight, but i never got ahold of him...hmm maybe its because i never even called, haha...

i felt like getting all nostalgic...so i was reading over old snarfettes LJ entries...LOL...do you guys remember that?...THEE original livejournal community page with us and...the world, basically...[www.livejournal.com/users/snarfettes]...lol that stuff is HILARIOUS...we wrote so much...but then again, there were like 20 people posting on it...it was sooo confusing...those were the days...speaking of...i really miss CHUM folk...hardcore...dani, megan, carrie, porter, steve, molly, monika, j-lo, dan, douggie, mark, austin...honestly...i cannot even remember the last time we came down to visit...remember when we used to come down almost every weekend and you got SO sick of us?!...haha then we got lives in our own towns...

lots to look forward to this weekend...shopping with christy tomorrow afternoon...out to eat for andrews birthday at orlies tomorrow night with muncy folk...saturday is montoursville prom and all the hooplah that goes along with the event...i am sure there will be no sleep that night...sunday is a day to re-cooperate...hopefully more fun sunday night...monday is possbly lake makoma with the girls...and i promised to take andrew out for chinese at some point this weekend...yup...there are bound to be good times had by all...

hmmm.

i need a goal.

[its times like these where silence means everything]

(...kiss me, i'm emo...)

holla back, sammy p...its ' [21 May 2003|09:10pm]
[ mood | giggly ]
[ music | that we might have some direction in our lives... ]

MisterKeen14: eating cajun style turkey strips is like getting a playful slap on the ass from God

(5 snuggles | ...kiss me, i'm emo...)

glitter silly putty, jones, and gigantic strawberries [21 May 2003|08:47pm]
[ mood | touched ]
[ music | never thought this day would end... ]

swear word!

kurt is so great.

[HON-EST-LYYYYY!]

sooooo tonight he came over...handed me a card...i opened it...on the front was a picture of a dog and it said "for your birthday i got you a present"...and on the inside it said "its out in the yard." so yeah, i giggled, i thought it was really cute...and he was like, "yeah its in the yard"...and i just laughed, thinking he was still talking about the card...and he was like..."no, really, its in the yard...go look." so by this time i was quite confeused...so i peeked out the balcony door...and *aw*...he set up a whole picnic thing outside on the lawn for me for my birthday! =] askbdkjasbkdsa! it was SO nice...he went all out...MTOs from sheetz...twinkies...jones...cookies [the sugar ones with the pink icing, my favorite]...and the BIGGEST strawberries i have EVER seen. it was so fun, we were out there for over an hour just eating and talking and stuff...came inside, he played dress up with my clothes, and of course i had to videotape...we played with my *glass beads* and organized them by color, because frankly, we are both obsessive compulsive. then he gave me a bunch of SILLY PUTTTY [the gLiTteRy kind, no less] so we made all kinds of sculptues and expressed our creative sides. then i entertained myself by stuffing the biggest strawberries into my mouth, whole...it was quite amusing, so kurt had to tape it... yes, it was a wonderful time, and i felt very loved. he is so special to me...kurt, thank you so much, you are such a stellar friend! =]

<3

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